Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Another MeMe

I like doing these from time to time. This one looks good thanks JLee!


1. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
A piece of toast.

2. Have you ever kissed anyone named Matthew?
No

3. Where was your profile picture taken?
At home.

4. Can you play Guitar Hero?
No, but I would like to learn.

5. Name someone that made you laugh today.
Nobody

6. How late did you stay up last night and why?
About 2am-couldn't sleep.

7. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Yes, Southern California or Texas.

8. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
No. :(

9. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
Most of my friends live out of state.

10. Do you believe ex's can be friends?
It depends.

11. How do you feel about Dr Pepper?
Like it, but it has a lot of processed sugar.

12. When was the last time you cried really hard?
The day my cat Duke died.

13. Where are you right now?
At my parent's house-I am housesitting while they are on vacation.

14. What bed did you sleep in last night?
Slept on the couch.

15. What was the last thing someone bought for you?
Dinner.

16. Who took your profile picture?
One of my roommates.

17. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
My roommate Eric

18. Was yesterday better than today?
Yes, yesterday was Monday.

19. Can you live a day without TV?
I think so.

20. Are you mad about anything?
Not really, frustrated mostly.

21. Are you upset about anything?
See above answer.

22. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Don't know, I have never been in one.

23. Are you a bad influence?
Maybe

24. Night out or night in?
Night in.

25. What items could you not go without during the day?
My phone or water.

26. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
nobody

27. What does the last text message in your inbox say?
don't remember

28. How do you feel about your life right now?
Needs a major overhaul!

29. Do you hate anyone?
Not really, but there are people I have chosen to live without!

30. If we were to look in your facebook inbox, what would we find?
Messages from friends and artists that I like.

31. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass?
Yes!

32. Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
Yes, and I am happy to say that I am not :)!!!

33. What song is stuck in your head
"You're The Voice"

34. Someone knocks on your window at 2am, who do you want it to be?
It's a secret! :)

35. Wanna have grandkids before you’re 50?
NO

36. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Go to work.

37. Do you think too much or too little?
Too much.

38. Do you smile a lot?
Sometimes.

39. Who was your last missed call on your Mobile phone?
Deposit notification

40. Is there something you always wear?
No.

41. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Doing this damn meme.

42. Did you have an exciting last weekend?
No.

43. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yes.

44. Have you ever dyed your hair?
Yes.

45. Are you wearing a necklace?
No.

46. Are you an emotional person?
At times. I would lean toward "yes"

47. What's something that can always make you feel better?
Kind words from friends and having money.

48. Will this weekend be a good one?
I hope so.

49. What do you want right now?
To write some poems.

50. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
No-I think it might be fun though.

51. Have you ever worked in a food place?
Yes.

52. Whats on your schedule for tomorrow?
Work and then going to a poetry reading.

53. Does anyone know your facebook password?
No.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Another Stupid Criminal

www.kvbc.com

This guy was on the VH1 reality show Meagan Wants a Millionaire. He is accused of murdering his wife Jasmine Fiore. Her body was found in a suitcase in a dumpster. Her teeth and fingers were removed.
There is one thing this guy did not remove was her breast implants. This is how she was identified. So as I heard this story I immediately thought what an idiot this guy is. If you are trying to get away with murder do the job right!

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Epiphany

Those of you who have read and commented on my last two posts understand what I have been dealing with. Yesterday I had a epiphany about this situation.

It seems I am always quick to blame myself for how others behave. That I somehow asked for this kind of behavior. I went so far as to think I could become abusive myself. Then it hit me-this person is a drug addict! So now I am beginning to think that hey I am not crazy I am just dealing with an addict again!

I am so tired of dealing with addicts! My  abuser and his former girlfriend were alcoholics and used meth. My abuser still drinks quite a bit. I have really got to try and surround myself with a healthier group of people!

I am working so hard to make lasting changes. It seems for every step I take, I take two back!