A New Look

I felt it was time for a change. So here it is. I will be doing other customizing in the comong days. I hope everybody is doing well.

A Short Poem

Here is a little something I have been working on. I hope it will not depress anyone.

The Guardian

Dear sweet one we have finally laid you to rest,
Your sensitive soul is not put to the test.
You were sent to protect and guard,
To help us when life gets too hard.
You now sit quietly here on my shoulder,
To guard and guide as life grows colder.
We need to believe you did not die in vain
If you did nothing will be the same.

Meet My New Friend

As promised here are some pictures of my Siamese kitten named Duke. He is the cutest kitty I have ever seen. I love him to death. I love playing with him but I have new scratches on my arms, legs and face but it is worth it. I am very lonely and he makes life a little bit better. I took him to the vet on Thursday to get his first set of shots and he is doing well. I have to take him back in 3 weeks to get his second set.

I am very sad to read that Miz E has stopped blogging. It seems my blog friends are leaving me one by one. First Shannin then Blither then Miz E. All I want to know is why? I am thinking maybe they are going onto bigger and better things. I will miss all of you very much. Please stop by the blog and leave a comment. I would love to hear from you guys again. I have phone numbers so you can expect a call from me soon.

Well that's it for now. All my blog friends take care and I hope to hear from all of you soon

Sound Off

Well, I am back people with a vengance. I am about to sound off on a few things.

I recently saw the film United 93 and I have to finally say that these Muslim extremists are a bunch of souless cowards who kill in the name of "Allah". I like to call them the "Devil's Cowards" and I think they should all burn in hell. The only posotive thing I have to say about the events of 9/11 is that it woke up our country to thinking we are invincible because that day proved to us that we are not and things had to change.

On Wednesday I saw The DiVinci Code and I do not understand the hype around this film. It is a work of fiction nothing more nothing less. I have a message for the pezzavante of the facist Catholic Church, let people think for themselves.
Are we trying to cover something up? Given the scandles of the last decade I am not surprised.

The immagration debate. As we have seen in the news, law enforcement has begun the crackdown on illegal aliens here in Las Vegas. I am glad these people are being deported or thrown in jail because of improper documentation.
Anyone who has read my blog in the past knows I don't think much of our president, but he does agree that these people who live and work in this country must speak our language. On the day without immagrants, I was deeply vexed by statements from the illegals that they should have certain rights that ONLY citizens of this country should have. My message to you is this, if you want the rights and freedoms of US citizens then take the time and become one. I do agree to some degree that the illegal immagrants make up a large portion of our workforce (especially in Vegas where most of the valley speaks Spanish) and without them our economy would be crippled. If you want to stay in our country please learn to speak our language and apply for citizenship.


Well, now that I have pissed off the masses (oh so what) I am entitled to my opinion. I will be glad to hear the responses from all of you there in Blogland. Well, that's all folks.

So Y'All Missed Me Eh? Well I'm Back Bitches

I am glad to see you all have missed me. Well I have missed you all too. I have been reading your blogs to see what is up with everybody. Now here is up with me.

Sadly, after much deliberation, I have decided to move back with Ma and Pa until my financial situation improves. It sucks but it is something I have to do.

Have been going to see the p-doc regularly and he confirmed my initial diagnosis of Bi-Polar. Finally I have a diagnosis now, I can begin treatment and in depth counseling. I am sure there are a lot of you out there who can relate to my relief. He also reduced my medication so maybe very soon I can write some kick ass poems and some hot stories on La Femme.


Before tax season my sister-in-law Lynette gave me a gift of a new laptop so I can really get serious about my writing. I am slowly working to finish my poems that I started last year. It seems when I am not medicated, I write better. Maybe I will try to write medicated and see what happens.

I got a new member to my household, a Siamese kitten named Duke. He is crazy but the cutest little thing I have ever seen. He is my Mom's cat Coco's brother so it should be interesting to see how these two interact when I move in with my folks in July. I will be posting pictures of Duke when they become available

I have been smoking more, drinking a little more than I should be. And I spend countless hours in front of the computer playing video games. My attitude is fuck it, we only live once. I love being unemployed. Sitting om my ass doing nothing all day long. I do plan to actively look for work twoards the end of the summer. I will get bored of this before to long.


Well, that is it for me. I hope everybody is doing well. Please leave a comment and let me know how everybody is doing. Well that's all folks.

TAKING IT EASY

Finally have some time to relax and chill the fuck out. It has been a long exhausting four months; but it is over now and I can catch up on sleep, laundry and life.

Shannin, I will be calling you very soon so we can hunker down and get wasted. I have been wanting to meet you for the longest time. Miz E, I have a new story for La Femme brewing, it will be posted soon.


One thing that infuriated me during this past tax season was the number of deadbeat parents who claimed their children as dependants and provided no support for them. The people who took care of these children could not get the money they deserved because the deadbeats had beaten them to the punch. I advised the people to file fraud claims. Some took my advice and some did not.

During the off season I plan to work more on my writing, my body and collect unemployment for a spell. I will return to work eventually but not right now. I need a real break from the 9 to 5 rat race.


Well friends thatv is it for now, I will be posting again very soon.

The Final Goodbye

1 year ago today my niece Brittany took her own life in the Clark County Juvinile Detention Center. Since then changes have been made to ensure that this tragedy never happens again. With federal and state funds, Nevada has been abel to hire mental health workers who will be devoted to the cause of adolescent suicide prevention and awareness. Sine Brittany's death, her mother Lynette positively channeled her pain anger and grief to demand change in Nevada's deeply flawed mental healh system.

Today however we were gathered together; family and friends to finally lay Brittany to rest and to let go just a little bit. She will FOREVER be in the hearts and minds of all the lives she has touched and changed. Below is a account of the service and the emotions I felt during it.


It was a sunny but breezy spring morning. They were all there; family and friends to finally lay to rest their beloved daughter, sister and friend. They sat there thinking and reflecting on the memories of the dearly departed. As they sat, tears were shed and thoughts of the departed filled their minds and hearts. As the service progressed friends and family were asked to share their stories and how their lives have been affected. Music was played and poems read to honor her. We sat there thinking she should be here with us and that her death should not have happened.

After memories were shared and the last tear shed, they all assembled to say one last goodbye and she was finally laid to rest. They assembled one last time to release a baloon hoping it will reach her at her final resting place.

This is my final message to you Brittany. I hope your soul is finally at peace. I wish I could have reached out to you when I could have. I will have to live with that forever. Even in death you have had an impact on so many lives.

"You are now her angel dressed in white, You don't live in darkness but in Heaven's light." Marie A. Coppla