Sorry to be MIA

I am sorry I have not posted in a while. I dont mean to be MIA. I have been VERY busy this tax season. My office has shown tremedous growth . Just when I think things have slowed down I get called into work. Sometimes it really sucks ass being the boss. I will reap the rewards come May when I recieve my bonus check.
For the last few weeks I have been working 40+ hours a week, working on very little sleep. Thank heavens for energy drinks or I would have been a goner.

Last week my mom was in the hospital with an intestinal infection but she is feeling better now. I was worried when she called me at work saying she was going to the ER. She is taking medication and watching her diet.

My aunt from South Dakota is here for a visit, she is staying about 2 weeks. Today mom and I PLANNED to take my aunt to lunch and then go to the hair salon ,a typical ladies day out. But my control freak of a father put the skids on that. Boy am I pissed! I have always said that he would be a much happier person if he LEARNED to give up just a bit of control.

Next weekend is NASCAR weekend here in Vegas. My cousin Charles from Florida is flying out for a visit. I have not seen him since his father passed away several years ago. It will be cool to see him again. I reconnected with him around Christmas when he stopped by the blog and realized that it was his "cuz" and dropped me a e-mail.

My parents are thinking about renting a house in Pahrump, so I may be moving AGAIN!

Well friends that is it for now. I hope everybody is doing well. Everybody please take care.

Happy New Year!

It is the first day of 2007, I hope everybody is not to hung over! The cops here in Vegas were out in full force to catch drunk drivers but the strip was buzzing with partiers. I spent a quiet evening at home-did not feel like going out.

This may sound a little crazy, but I am looking forward to tax season. I open my office tomorrow and start training my staff. My hope is that the season will go smoothly and I achieve my goals for my office.

I hope all of my friends have a great year! I look forward to making new on and off line friends. It is not my custom to make new year resolutions, but I do have some goals. My goals are simple, to lose weight and KEEP it off, to get a new full time job and move out of my parent's home, quit smoking, find some money so I can publish my poems and to find a boyfriend. Only time will tell if I achieve these goals but I am remaining hopeful.

I wish for all my friends a prosperous 2007!

Christmas Reflections

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Well friends it is Christmas once again. It is a good time to reflect on this years failures and victories. It is a time to show others love, compassion and forgiveness. I think we should be doing things ALL year round. The reality is that we sometimes don't. This is a reality that I have a hard time accepting.

I have made some new friends this year-Rain and Candy you guys are the best! I also reconnected with some old ones. Sans, I hope you do well in therapy and begin to find some happiness in your life. I know it is hard, if you keep trying it will come.

Sid and Polar Bear-My Christmas wish for you is that you find peace and happiness. For us suffering from mental ailments it is a challenging proposition.

Jen, MM, James and Molly-Have a safe and Merry Christmas.

To my stalker-Please use your talents to further the greater good of man not to hurt other people.

To all my friends in blogland- Have a very Merry Christmas!

I Am Being Stalked!

I have an internet stalker on my hands. He is visiting my blogger sites at least 2 times a day for at least 30 minutes or more. He has also phised my MySpace as well.

He is taking my passwords dowloading pictures from ALL of my sites and displaying them all over the internet. He MUST be stopped! He has posted images from my blogger and MySpace friends as well. The most disturbing is that some of these pics are of minors. I don't know if he is a sexual preadator or what. Again he MUST! be stopped.

I would encourage all my friends on Blogger/MySpace to protect your profiles and pictures if you can. This person whoever they are is one sick mother fucker!

Now a word to my stalker:

I know who you are! I have reported you to the abuse hotline at Cox Communications. If you try to publish ANY of my poetry, I will sue you for copyright infringement once I am informed of your name and address. I do not know why you are doing this or why you chose me. You are a sick individual with too much time on your hands. Get some help..right quick. Ohh One more thing. Fuck off and die!!!

A DAY OF HOPE AND HEALING

On Saturday, I had the opportunity to attend this year's National Survivors of Suicide Day with Lynette. I was very honored that she asked me to attend. The conference was held at the Central Christian Church in Henderson, NV.

Lynette and I were there to honor (like everyone else) a loved one we lost to suicide. Below is a picture of Brittany. What a beautiful young lady she was!

We had a light breakfast of fruit and cake. After breakfast we had opening remarks about what we as survivors can do to take care of ourselves during the grieving process and that it is OK to feel how you feel whatever the emotion is. Lynette has said to me many times the only question she has is WHY? We then had a teleconference of other survivors in other states sharing their stories. All of these stories were moving but sad none the less.

After a break (Boy Lynette and I NEEDED a cigarette and a beer at this point!) we all got into groups to share our feelings and talk about whatever we wanted to talk about or not talk at all but listen to others share their stories. Lots of tears were shed! After about 30 minutes of that we went outside to release balloons to honor our loved ones.

When they called Brittany's name all the hairs on my arm stood up and I shed a few tears and secretly asked Bittany to forgive me( for not reaching out to her when I could have) because I have had a hard time forgiving myself.

Lynette and I had time to talk to people about the walk on December 2nd and hand out information. I think we will be seeing some of those people at the walk.

We also had the honor to meet Suicide Activist, ISP President and Author Matthew Dovel. He will be joining us for the walk.

All in all it was a wonderful day. The weather was warm and sunny. Good for us because Lynette and I got locked out of the building and we had to walk all the way around to the front entrance.

After the conference, Lynette and I went and had a couple of beers and played some slots. To relieve some tension. I won $100.00. I was like OMG! I never win anything!

I hope everyone is doing well. Please take care XXXX

In The News!

Just a little update. My aunt is feeling much better. I guess my dad going out there helped her alot.

Lynette, Rachel and I brought a major case of Bronchitis home for SLC! Lynette is still fighting it a little bit. It makes it hard for her to sing at her Karaoke show. What a Drag! But we found a remedy-Lots of Beer! HaHa!

I have found a temporary job until tax season starts-I hope! I have been asked to clean up the books of a local businessman. I went to his office and took a look-Whoa Man! They are a mess! I hope I can fix this!

Below is a recent picture of me with a friend at Jim & Lynette's Show.



I guess my friend is a little camera shy! That is odd knowing what I know about him. Wierd


I was watching the news last night at the town of Parumph has adopted English as it's official language. Of course some people got upset. Who doesn't when something controversial happens? Here is how I feel about this. It will FORCE people who do not speak English (yes you know who you are) wether you are in this country legally or not to learn english! The classes are free fro Christ's sake. So please take some time to take these classes-it will bring you one step closer to what you TRULY want-to enjoy the freedoms enjoyed by US citizens.

Salt Lake City

As promised, here are some photos from the SLC trip. Too bad I could not take any pictures of the band. All that I can say that the show ROCKED!!! The weather was kind of shitty but we managed. I have not seen snow since I left Boston in 2003!




Rachel & I dressed and ready to GO!!!

Rachel & Lynette-Dressed and Ready To Go!!!



How Pretty Rachel Looks!

Rachel & Lynette Just Chillin'




Lynette enjoying a cold one!-Oh how we love our beer!