32 DAYS AND COUNTING!!!

It is almost over and I cannot be more relieved. I have learned from this experience that I am not cut out for management. I will NOT be doing this again next year. I liked it better when I was just an advisor. I hope I will have enough of a bonus so I can take a small trip somewere. I have never been to LA, anyone want to come with me?

I recieved the book containing my poems. I cannot tell you how great it felt to see my name and my work in print. I guess I have established myself as an artist; that I am overjoyed about. After tax season ends, I will be working on getting a complete book of my poetry published. I also have plans to create a blog exclusively to my poetry and the book. I hope my readers will still be around to read it; that is if I still have any readers left.

I am sad that I have lost a couple of readers(you know who you are); but with that said I have gained several new ones and they ROCK!! Well people that is it for now. Please everybody take care.

STILL HERE

It is mid way through tax season and I am still here. I am surprised and shocked that the stress has not killed me yet. I have not forgot about all of my blogger friends. I miss you guys a lot. I have not gotten much sleep, my apartment is dirty, have piles of laundry and I am still broke. It seems I am back where I started. I am happy that I have met a couple of new friends. That is the best reward of all. Please everybody take care.

Here I Go Again!

It is getting crazy again. I need some Xanax and right quick. I am going to slap the shit out of people and our "peak " season has not begun yet. I need to vent; so friends please indulge me.

I have these two people who are working for me who do things the way they want them done. They do not listen to me or follow the rules. They keep telling me that the manager I replaced did it this way. I was ready to say well bitches there is a new sheriff in town and she is willing to kick your fucking ass all the way to the front door. Of course I kept my cool and maintained professionalism. And one of these people pissed off one of my other staff members. I think it is time for a little aggessiveness on my part and let these people know who the fuck is in charge. We have a thing for people like this and it is called "corrective counseling." I am working 12+ hours a day 7 days a week and the last thing I need is to deal with funky attitudes. That is bullshit.

In other news, the car is running great. I recently had a CD player installed and the windshield replaced. Since I am working at least 7 days a week it is hard for me to keep appointments and get things done that I need to. I have creditors up my asshole again. Leave me the fuck alone! Well friends that is my little rant for this evening. I am going to eat have a nother beer and go to bed. Take care.

Things I Need To Survive Tax Season

Yes friends it is that time of the year again. Waiting for them W2's and a whole lot of headaches. There are many changes to the tax laws in regards to dependants to qualify for certain filing statuses. Go to irs.gov for more info. My headaches are not with actually filing my 2005 return but other shit I am forced to cope with. Below is a list of things I am going to need to survive tax season 2006.



Xanax-I am a super stress puppy. I need to relax and calm down.

Ambien-I need plenty of sleep. Fat chance in hell I am going to get it.

Budweiser-Who the fuck says you cannot do taxes while under the influence.

Rogaine-If you think the Depakote is losing my hair-wait about 3 weeks I will be pulling it out instead of combing it.

Marajuana-Will work better than the Xanax. Yippie!!!

Patience-I hope it will stop me from kicking the ever loving shit out of some dumb ass client who REALLY dererves it.

No funcky egos , attitudes or high maintainence from my staff. It is a whole diffrent ballgame now So GET OVER IT!!!


Well friends there is my list . This sleeping pill is kicking in so I must bid you all goodnight. I will post again on Sunday; it is my only day of total rest. Until then;take care everybody.

New Car, Beer& Champange

Me Looking Pretty...NOT!!!



As promised here is my New Year post. The day started off great. I finally got a new car. A Red 2005 Dodge Neon. I like the car a lot and it drives great. The pic was taken at Charlie Holder in Henderson where I went to a Keraoke gig my brother was hosting. I had several beers and glasses of champange. I ate dinner first so I did not get drunk (just a buzz) or sick. I met a lot of really cool people and did some dancing; champange toast at midnight and then more beer.


Have been busy with my new office manager job to catch up on blogging. I am responsible for setting up my office and training my staff. Some days I am working 12+ hours a day. There are days that I do not have time to eat. Who the fuck forgets to eat? Oh well. I have not had time to do laundry, clean my house or take down my holiday decorations. I guess this will be a busy tax season indeed. I am hoping tomorrow evening I will be catching up on my blogging.

I would like to say to all my blog friends that I have not forgotten about you guys; and judging from the recent comment from Genelle (Miz E) that you all have not forgotten about me which is nice to know. Well friends it is off to bed for me. I have another training session at the office at 9am. Everybody please take care and I will catch up with you all soon.

MISSING!!!

Has anybody seen this girl? She is 5ft1 about 120 pounds has blonde highlighted hair and has a killer smile. Beware she is armed and dangerous with Depakote and Zoloft and she will try to kick your butt if she is confronted. She and her family miss her and want her back. There will be a $1M reward for her return to self. Below is a list of other missing items along with her physical body due to armed and dangerous.


Off Meds-Eats Healthy / On-New diet the new see food diet

Off Meds-Functions Barely / On-Does not want to do SHIT!!

Off Meds-Has intense desire to write/ On-has not picked up pen and paper

Off/On-Still has no desire to go out; only when forced to.

Off Meds-No sense of self/On- still none but coping with it

Off Meds-Intense sex drive and extra lubrication/On-none and dry as a bone

Off Meds- Loud,Agressive and Abrasive and will flip you off/On- tame as cat

Off Meds-Mean and Rude full of fire and anger/On- PC


I sincerely hope that my true self is not gone forever. It seems I am my nasty self unmedicated. I miss the loud, agressive and implusive girl I used to be before medication. I miss this missing person and I wish for her safe return.

Collages and Flying Saucers

Hope everybody had a wonderful Christmas. Here is a picture of me chuggin a brewsky. Yum Yum! I look like a dork with the glasses. I am hoping that in the New Year I will have money to buy contacts again. Christmas was wonderful. I had a great time.

Christmas Eve we went to my brother's so we could open gifts. Cody and Joshua both got these remote control flying saucers. It was the funniest thing I have ever seen. They charged the batteries and they flew them all over the house. Lynette and I laughed hysterically.

The best gifts were colllages of the kids Lynette made. Mom and I both got a diffrent one. I have been having problems uploading these pictures when I fix the problem I will post the pics. There was one of just Brittany (rest in peace, we miss you) that was on the living room wall. For me these are the best kind of gifts; creative and home made.

Christmas day was very relaxed indeed. Woke up at 11:30 had coffee and opened presents. I got a nice pair of diamond earings from mom and a printer/scanner from dad. Later we went back to my brother's. Mom, Lynette and I just sat around kickin it while the guys watched football. Dinner was great with chocolate silk pie for desert. Yum Yum!! With 4 glasses of wine. I did not get sick with the Depakote. I am starting to feel a little change in my weight Crap!

Well, that was my holiday. I hope everybody had a wonderful day!!