Friday, December 09, 2005

A Change of Pace

I need to not think about my bi-polar status for a bit and focus my talents on my stories and poems. I will say that my recent diagnosis will change the course of the book I am writing. I stopped doing research on bi-polar for today and decided to change the pace and mood a little bit.

This is an excerpt from a story I wrote a while ago. It is based on a erotic fantasy I have been having lately. I cannot publish the entire story due to it's pornographic nature. Sorry all you horny guys and gals out there. I hope this will put everybody including me in a better mood, I hope.







The First Time

She is sitting there with what seems to be her twelfth beer of the night. She clearly lost track after number four. She is making idle chit chat with others at the party when she sees him standing there in front of her. She smiles as he slowly sits on her lap. He takes her small face in his big hands and starts to kiss her. His kiss is warm, wet and passionate. As he continues to kiss her, her body begins to respond to his kiss like she never thought it would. He stops, and whispers softly in her ear that he wants to love her then gets up and quietly and leaves.

She is sitting there afterward shocked and dumbfounded. They had been the best of friends, working partners and creative soul mates. Every now and then she has fantasies of what it would be like to make love with him. She has dreams of those big soft hands touching her body and those beautiful blue eyes looking down at her; now her fantasy may become a reality it scares the hell out of her. She knew in her heart that up to this point that their relationship could only be platonic. She is not the kind of woman he would go for at all. He has always told her what is ideal woman should be, 5ft7, blonde with a slamming body. She is nothing like that; she is 5ft1, dark hair and her body fit but not slamming, this is what shocks her about what just happened a few moments ago.

As the night goes on, she is mingling with other party goers when she feels light headed. She excuses herself and heads out to the patio. He sees her go outside and decides to follow her. Once outside they both hear the patio door shut and lock.

"Someone wants us to be alone," she says. He smiles at her and says, " I think you are right."

They stand there for a few minutes and she says, "We should talk about what happened." He replies, "What's to talk about?" "A lot," she says. "You walk up to me, kiss me and tell me you want to make love to me, what the hell is that all about?" He replies, "I was dared. Please believe me when I tell you that the feelings are real." I never knew you felt this way," she says back. " How could you have known, you are so self-absorbed and wrapped up in your work that you can't see anything or anybody around you."

She is thinking he is right; she is totally preoccupied with work because up to now that is all she has.

6 comments:

mizeeyore said...

hey girl!

i have started a blog of women's erotica called "La Femme Erotique'" where MsP and myself have posted erotic stories and poems. i'm gonna send you an invite to be a contributor.

take care of yourself because there is only one YOU!

Hugs!
(((((((((marie))))))))

genelle (miz e)

Marie said...

Miz E, my e-mail is mariecoppla@yahoo.com. Thanks!

mizeeyore said...

kewl! i'm on it! i just wrote a new story called "The Hunger" to check it out go to:

http://lovegoddess1958.blogger.com

or if that dont work try

http://lovegoddess1958.blogspot.com

Pirate said...

I see a lot f hurtfulness from the guy. Why would he want to taunt her? After kissing her why didn't he take her by the hand lead her to a private area and make her dreams come true?

you have a good style I like what you are trying to say.

Marie said...

Pirate, while on the patio they get into it. I hope to publish the full story somewhere else. I do not want the wrong eyes reading it. You know what I mean? I think I will post it on Miz E's site instead. I am one horny little girl. HeHe!

Marie said...

Pirate, thanks I am doing the best I can today. Check out my answers to the quiz. You may be shocked at what you read. I am such a nasty girl! HeHe